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It’s amazing!!! How I have alot of things to say and never say them. So as to not offend anyone. Yet no one has a problem offending me. I know for what I stand for. I just don’t believe in forcing anything on anyone. Which I guess is my problem. I would say my past experiances have played a huge part in my life. It who I am. To not have them would not be me. No one has a clue what it’s like you’ve not been in my soul. Nor anyone in yours. You can only encourage a soul other wise you’ll kill it. Now, not all encouragement is enjoyable to hear but it will never attack a soul. Nagging gets you no where. All hatefulness causes is pain. ( Justifiable anger is a different subject. ) You must teach and not force it crucial. A good word can be a life line to someone. A bad one can cut it off. Something you say could be a defining moment for someone. I’ve personally heard the negitive so long good encouragement seems to get lost in my head and misses my heart. Don’t let yourself fall into this deep, deep whole of fear it will lead you no where.

Pieces, that’s all what’s left of me. Just take one it doesn’t hurt anymore. One little scrape. Not much. What’s just alittle. Never seemes like it’s to much to take. One more spin of the wheel. Not much right? There’s still millions upon thaousands of pieces lefted. What? I can’t hear you. Houw much more do you want? Just one more scoop. I don’t feel anything. What’s that about. What do you mean nothing is left? There was millions and thousands of pieces left. It can’t be gone it was pieces. What do you mean? I didn’t notice anything.

airy, light, crazy, intuitive, hot, cold, water, spring, mountians, sky, terminal, babies, puppies, hot cocoa, marshmellows, Robin Hood, prince of thieves, I die for you, Mary, Jesus, God, universe, equal, create, our image, you, me, one.

Where does sadness come from? Maybe, it’s an electrical brain circuit malfunction. A color… that’s what makes one sad. The sky when gray that could make you sad. What’s sad or is it mad? Or maybe vis versa… Then there comes confusion. It is cause your sad or mad, or mad cause your sad. It can be good to be sad to see you could do better and it can be bad be sad you don’t realize what you do have. But then it doesn’t matter cause your sad.

Confused?