frustrated
Just because you try it doesn’t mean anything in someone elses eyes. You’re never good enough. Strong enough, loving enough, or caring enough.
All it takes is one bad comment weither it’s true or not for me to crumble. Do I not like myself that much? To worry or have my heart broke off on one persons thought. Why does it matter anyway? It doesn’t make since in my head , but my heart feels the sting. Seriously, What is that?
I have to close my eyes a breathe, let it go. God, help me not hurt. Please just make this moment go away. Maybe this will get easier. Maybe, the pain will stop. Just maybe believing in myself is something I can do. Quit being so hard on yourself. God knows I’m trying that’s what counts. For know Jesus.. Please don’t let me cry. Just let me breathe.
June 13th, 2006 at 2:29 pm
I think God does have everything to do with you life. But God can’t take the bad fellings away if you don’t want them to go. You might say that you do but in life (real life) you are the one who makes how you feel. Life is full of problems and sorrows it is not how many you have or how bad they are it is how you deal with them the rest of your life will show how you dealt with a problem that effected you many of years ago. Not the PROBLEMS but how you deal with PROBLEMS. God give’s us these sorrows to make us become better people. He will not give you are problem that you can’t deal with. To answer you question if God did take the stings away why would we need him. Things sting alot but it can sting and you deal with it. And maybe it stings so bad it is true usauly when someone makes a commit and it bothers you it is true. All other commit don’t mean anything if it is not true.